TEXTE
Zuhause in mir (2008)
Here to live (2008)
Selftitled (2006)
Worn Out (2005)
In the Moods (2004)
TEXTE "ZUHAUSE IN MIR" (2008)
Was es heißt
Ohne Dich
Wie lang
Reise durch die Nacht
WAS ES HEIßT
Kennst Du den Kampf den ich schon ewig führ
Oder die Angst die ich manchmal in mir spür
Kennst Du das Gefühl das ich mein
Weißt du was es heißt ich zu sein
Ich sag Dir die Antwort - Nein
Du hast keine Ahnung was in mir vor sich geht
Weißt nicht viel von meiner Seele
Weißt nicht viel von meinem Weg
Du schaust mir in die Augen und denkst da siehst du mich
Doch ich bin längst schon nicht mehr hier bei Dir
Du nimmst mir die Luft zum Atmen
Und die Freiheit in mir drin
Das was Du erwartest
Ist nicht das was ich bin
Also erzähl mir nichts
über mich
Ich trag Deine Wut in mir
Sie kann jederzeit explodieren
Und Du fragst noch wie konnte das passiern
Was ist bloß mit Dir los
Was ist bloß mit Dir passiert?
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OHNE DICH
Ich bin nicht erst perfekt wenn ich mein Leben im Griff hab
Ich bin gut so wie jetzt auch wenn ich hier und da noch fehler mach
wenn Du mich dann verlässt bitteschön auf ein Nie Wiederseh`n
Ohne Dich ist alles so leicht
Ohne Dich die allerbeste Zeit
Ich weiß Du machst immer alles richtig
Und wenn mal nicht ist das gerad nicht so wichtig
Oh man warum bin ich nicht so gesegnet wie Du
Ohne Dich ist alles so schwer
Keiner der mir die Welt erklärt
Zwischen den Zeilen lesen
ist nicht so mein Ding
Ehrlichkeit eher aber
das kriegst Du ja nicht hin..
Ohne Dich ist alles so leicht
Ohne Dich die allerbeste Zeit
Ohne Dich ist alles so schwer
Keiner der mir die Welt erklärt
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WIE LANG
Ich halt dein Bild in den Händen
Wie lang soll das jetzt noch so weitergehn
Ich dacht es sei besser es zu beenden
und jetzt kann ich einfach nicht von Dir gehn
Und jetzt sitz ich in der leeren Wohnung
Dein Geruch hängt noch in der Luft
Wie lang
Wie lang ist ohne Dich
Wie lang Oh
Wie lang ich Dich jetzt schon vermiss
Wie lang ist ohne Dich
Sag mir dass das nur ein schlechter Traum ist
Ich muss Tag & Nacht an Dich denken
kann mich auf nichts andres konzentriern
Nichts macht einen Sinn
ohne Dich hier bei mir
Ohne Vorwarnung in diesen Schmerz
Keine Ahnung wie ich diesen tag überstehen soll
(Sag mir)
Wie lang
Wie lang ist ohne Dich
Wie lang Oh
Wie lang ich Dich jetzt schon vermiss
Wie lang ist ohne Dich
Sag mir dass das nur ein schlechter Traum ist
Ich trag Deinen Geschmack auf der Zunge
Trag Dich in meinem Herzen durch die Welt
Du wirst für immer hierdrin sein auch wenn
alles um uns herum auseinanderfällt
Wie lang
Wie lang ist ohne Dich
Wie lang
Wie lang ich Dich jetzt schon vermiss
Wie lang ist ohne Dich
Sag mir dass das nur ein schlechter Traum ist
Komm her und lass uns nochmal von vorn anfang`
REISE DURCH DIE NACHT
Die Reise durch die Nacht ist lang
und ich kann nichts sehen
Bin ich schon weit vorangekommen
oder ist es noch weit zu gehen
Hier und da mal Lichter die
den Weg erhellen
doch ich weiss auch wie es ist
wenn der Regen auf mich fällt
Wenn der Regen fällt
spür ich die Last der ganzen Welt
Kein Wort zu niemandem
Ich weiss nicht wie es weitergeht
Mein Herz ist wieder hin und ich
schaffs nicht nochmal aufzustehn
Warst Du nicht schonmal da
Hast mir erzählt wir sein uns nah
und was ist jetzt mit uns?
Was ist von dem, was einmal war
noch übrig
alles vergänglich
Kein Wort zu niemandem
Ich weiss nicht wie es weitergeht
Mein Herz ist wieder hin und ich
bin die letzte, die es versteht
Die Reise durch die Nacht ist lang
und ich kann nichts sehen
Bin ich schon weit vorangekommen
oder bleib ich stehn
Hier und da mal Lichter die
den Weg erhellen
doch ich fühl mich
als trag ich die Last der ganzen Welt
Wenn der Regen fällt
Kein Wort zu niemandem
Ich weiss nicht wie es weitergeht
Mein Herz ist wieder hin und ich
schaffs nicht nochmal aufzustehn
TEXTE "HERE TO LIVE" (2008)
Long Way to yourself
Will this ever change?
Memory
Deep waters
Broken Home
Good excuse
I´m wearing black
Too perfect for me
Just a drop on the hot stone
Perfect picture
Breaking free
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This fire
I know you can`t get out of this mess
I know it`s not easy for you
I know you`re hearing their voices
You act just like he did
This fire it burns inside of you
slowly burns it all down
It flackers and then explode
without a warning
This are your feelings you
can`t define
And I am between the lines I`m angry but I love you
I`m sorry cause I don´t want to hurt you
I`m always in between
This fire it burns inside of me
It`s burning all around me down
You say you know me
but it`s nothing what it seems
to you
you just can hear the sound
but cannot name it
I know every generation blames the other
so it isn`t your fault
but I can`t help feeling this rage and sadness
like you did when you were young
and now it`s still there
Someday you`re old and I will care for you
I`m loving you more than i can say
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Long way to yourself
What does it mean Find yourself just be you
don`t give up half way
When my state of mind is moving with you
And I will lose myself again today
Hello what are you living for
And why
You wear all that pain and guilt in your heart
carry all that load on your shoulders
Everytime you wish to keep it apart
It`s a long way
It`s a long way to yourself
You don`t need to tell me now
I surely will get out there again
And that I shouldn`t take it too seriously
I know it`s always different
When you`re not in
You can talk so easily
Hello for who am I living this life
And why
Do I wear all that pain and guilt in my heart
Carry this load on my shoulders
Everytime I wish to keep it apart I know
It`s a long way It`s a long way to yourself
Let me find some peace my lord
Cause I buy myself a ticket to hell
I cannot afford fighting an endless
battle against myself
Don`t lose the light on your way
It will lead you right back home
Don`t lose the light yeah on that long way to yourself
It`s a long way to yourself
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Will this ever change
Will this ever change
Ever be different
Will this ever change
Coming home someday
Hello fear bad old known
I`ve seen you too often here
Creeping slowly upon my back
Good morning insecurity
I cannot displace you unfortunately
I`m just pretty far away from that angel you call me
I just stagger through inside of me
Will this ever change
Ever be different
Will this ever change
Need to arrive someday
Hello doubt
You´re just too much on me
Yes I feared your return
Hello weird and confusing mood
Hello Anger You`re a ticking bomb
Selfpity and Distruction
I need to undo from you
Selffulfilling prophecy in times you are my enemy
Self Confidence Slowly I get to know you a little bit more
And see who you really are
The stones on the way I took it with me
But I couln`t give it into your hands
You cannot help me that`s just what I pretend to myself
The weigh up(on) me you can`t decrease of me
The Emptiness you won`t fill
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Daddy in the desert
Sunday evening
Goodbye mood
I know you`ll be leaving
soon
You say "Good night"
I`ll come over to you later
and kiss you Goodbye
Is someone here to lift me up?
Anything that could make me feel safe?
When will you set me free?
When will you make me happy?
Daddy in the desert
Will you comfort me?
Daddy in desert
Why aren`t you here to see?
Daddy in the desert
I don`t understand why you have to leave
Time without you always seems
like something in between
Come and free me
from the pain caused by this
coming loss again and again
When do you lift me up?
When do you make me feel safe?
When do you set me free?
When do you make me happy
..constantly
Daddy in the desert
Do you care about me?
Daddy in the desert
Don`t hand over me the power to relieve
your pain in that I don`t reach you anymore
How long will this last
How much time do we have
What can I relie on
Daddy in the desert
You always say "I love you too much"
Daddy in the desert
You are much too far away
for that I love you so
Daddy in the desert
Everybody has it`s parcel to take
in this life
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Deep Waters
Walking down by deep waters
See the tracks it left behind
Don`t drown in the depth of the waters
Rise up use your wings
I love you and you love me it`s something we can only try
And you`ll see what matters will guide you the way
Sometime Someday outta here yeah
You`re gonna You`re gonna
You`re gonna make this alright yeah
Don`t walk away again
You can make it alright
Don`t get down only cause you`re afraid of getting high
Hear the sound of deep waters
They are striking high waves
Don`t sink in the depth of the waters
You can use your water wings
Life loves you and you forgot to love
You can put up with it or try again
Even if it seems not at hand it`s only in your hands
To find your way
You`ll always find your way out
You`re gonna you`re gonna you`re gonna make it alright yeah
You`re gonna make it right you`re gonna you`re gonna
You`re a side of me
Deep waters have it`s ground
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Broken Home
This home is broken now
and nothing`s left
yeah everything burns
I wish the words to be unspoken
wish the time back
What happened to myself
How did I get into this hell
Tell me baby what should I gonna da
Tell me baby
I`m bogged down by this hole
feels like nothing could get me out of here
I wish you could just take my hand
and lead me out of this fear
What happened to my life
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Good Excuse
Somehow you`re some kind of weared to me
and I try to understand why
Am I going far too deep for you
could recognize all your sweet lies
You walk around me with a smile on your face
I can`t help it but it feels like fake to me
I can`t believe cause your eyes telling something different
Are we all actress in a bad movie
You seem interested til I take you by the word
You are enthusiastic til I mean it seriously
You want to meet me til I suggest a firm date
You say you love me til I reply your feelings
You want to be together with me til I want to go for it
an unreached dream is somtimes the best excuse
for fear of vicinity
It all seems so hypocritical to me
nothing here to really relie on
Everything`s threatens to tip over
when I`m searching for a solid hold
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I`m wearing black
I´m wearing black
in the mood to riot
About to explode
while I still keep quiete
My shiny facade is breaking
Deep down inside I`m shaking
Feel like you read in my face
The story of my life
Feel this laming rage stiffens my blood
Take a stone on my chest
Loneliness I`ve known as well
big hopes blurries in memories of the past
Fear is a cruel surprise
that hits me cold from time to time
On my way I need somebody
Can`t do it all alone
Must try to trust someone
and tell the story of my life
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Too perfect for me
You`re just too perfect for me
You find the heap in the hay
Please explain the world to me
a little boy in the depth of your soul
that has been overheard?
But must have been the man at home
that must raise his voice
Nothing that you won`t find out
No hill to high No emotions running wild
No doubt Clarity in your mind
Heart sold for more to reach
A little boy that felt helpless?
Too much pressure to take
that must grew up fast
and must do all right
Show me your emotions
And that you`re weak sometimes too
These are too high expextations
I have my parcel to take too
I understand why I´m strenuous to you
Show me the solution
and prove to me that you`re right
Take away my confusion
I guess this it`s all about a fight to win
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Just a drop on the hot stone
One time or another
just a step on my way
One love or another
just a feeling that goes away
One day or another
just a drop on the hot stone
One light from another
friend or a new lover
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Perfect Picture
I am the perfect picture you painted on the wall
I conjure a thankful smile on your face
I am the satisfaction to your secretly wishes
I heard your voice long before you called
And I`m bound to your love
Bound to your life
I could fulfill the dream you always had
I am the ray of light in your grey world
I make your endless journey end
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TEXTE "SELFTITLED"(2006)
If only
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TEXTE "WORN OUT" (2005)
The Warning
Alibi
End of our way
Falling down
Like the Ocean
Love me now
Worn Out
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The Warning (2005)
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Alibi (2006)
Lost myself already on the way
with all the things that could lead me back home
Don’t know what to do
everything’s getting blurry but I
keep going on and on
Not easy to figure out all those lies with what you fool yourself
Not easy to see the truth when I hide it so well
You’re just an alibi
to keep me from my dreams
You’re just one more way
to hide me from myself
Do I really need to once more
run my head against the wall
to figure out the end of the road is but a blind alley
Life is never easy when you fall in love
and it’s harder still to see this love just ain’t true
Just an alibi
to give all my dreams away
Just one more way
to hide me from myself
Just a substitute
another excuse
an alibi
just a pretext, a lie
So many tears, wept in vain
and still there are some left for today
I ‘d appreciate* if you’d pack your bags
and finally move out of my mind
Don’t forget to take this fear with you
You brought it back now lead it home
It’s not my soul that’s meant to be
as little as we’re meant to be
But we are the same people we were yesterday doing the same stupid things all over again, all over again, yeah yeah****Distorted Life (2005)
You pushed me in this direction
You made me confused
I thought it would be difficult to satisfy you
I got so much attention for what you saw in me
Don`t know if it was just when I`m supposed to be you
Let me breathe yeah
It`s not easy
To feel right when I hear your voice inside
See you before my eyes
How can I find myself in this
Truth or lies
You make me feel so undefine
Makes me wake up so tired
Of this distorted life you left behind
The princess beautiful and so special
Did you know how I felt
Your words gave me a frame
But my soul no name
I fulfilled your expectations though I became defiant
Everything you said was perhaps never what I meant
Let me breathe yeah it`s not easy
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End of our way (2005)
Baby it’s so hard to see your smile
I wonder what you put me through
We haven`s met for a while
And I wish I didn`t come just to see you
I`ve been gone like you wanted me to and
I`m done if you want but
Don’t tell me the stars get out of my feelings
Wherever you are I can feel you breathin
I walk through the rain I walk through the fire
It’s the end of our way
For all our lifes
We talk about the times that we
Used for all the mistakes we made
And I know it ain`t right oh baby
To talk too long to you
I`ve been gone like you wanted me to
And I`m too far away from me
Don`t tell me the stars
Get out of my feelings
Wherever you are I
can hear you breathin
I walk through the rain
I walk through the fire
It`s the end of our way
for all our life
You`ve been moving on so fast while I tried to make history last
See this chance it was the one and now everything`s gone
Don`t tell me the stars…****
Falling down (2000)
Eyes full of sadness
Tears that won`t stop running over your face
Over your face
See you again my friend
See you falling down again
See you Falling Falling down my friend
Falling down again yeah
Why did you lose your hopes
What happened to your soul?
Your eyes looks empty
Your facial expression don`t change
See you again in the mirror my friend
See you again in the m mirror
Falling Falling down my friend Falling down my friend
This feeling when does it stop I have been waiting much too long
For the seeming chaos inside of me to be gone
But I` m learning and I got used to a life that turns around
Don`t fall my friend Don`t fall my friend Don`t fall down my friend
Falling Falling down my friend Falling down my friend
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A soul fragile like a leaf in the wind
Words hit me like an arrow through my heart
Emotions like the sea
leaded by storm and silence
I ask myself what`s going wrong
Why has /had everything gone?
Cause I`m like the ocean
Don`t know where it will go to
I`m deep and uncertain
Deep like the sea
Pain`s coming up from the inside
I wasn`t prepared but I can`t close my eyes of
All the feelings that you cause in me
I hope you understand and I hope you`ll
stay with me
Cause I ask myself what`s going wrong
And why had everybody gone
Cause I`m like the ocean
Don`t know eher it will go to
I`m deep and uncertain
Deep like the sea
Why do I believe your eyes?
Why do they tear me down? (Tell me Baby yeah)
Why do I feel serwhile?
Why do I believe your eyes tell me the truth?****
Love me now (2005)
When I see you baby my heart starts to shake
When I`m looking at you it takes my breathe away
You`re so insolent hot and I`d like to burn my fingers on you
Do you know honey you cause a firework inside of me
I can`t hide when your deep eyes sparkle at me
You`re wrapping me up please don`t stop cause you`re just too good to be true
Oh baby you make my day
Oh baby do you hear me when I say
Yeah Love me now Love me now
Baby I`m a savage cat come and tame me
You know I desire you would you please come over to me
I`ll catch fire when you put your mellow lips on mine
Baby I get lewd at you when I watch your body moving
It makes me curious for more
I`m staring spellbound at your.. I wanna touch you
Knock on my door ring my bell and I´m gonna let you in yeah
Oh baby won`t you make my day
Oh baby do you hear me when I say Yeah
Love me now Love me now
I am diving into the deep of your eyes
I can`t keep my cool but it feels so natural and right
There`s something in your way
A trifle in what you do
That makes me go crazy for you yeah
Oh baby you make my day
Oh baby do you hear me when I say
Yeah Baby Love me now Love me now****
Not the one to know (2003)
I know you`ve got much to say
I hope you always pray
For me to do all right in your eyes
I`m sure you`ll find something more
To be the cowardly aggressor
Behind a protection wall
Tell me when did you decide
To take the right
To tell me about my life
Tell me when did you begin
begin to think
You would be the one to understand
Who I really am
You`re not the one to know
What my life is all about
Don`t stay like you`d be the one to say
What I`ve got to change
I don`t need you to rearrange /agree with me
Cause you tell your story in the past
The right belongs to your vision
Don`t you know time is running too fast
for your illusions to last oh oh
Tell me when did you decide
To take the right to speak for me about my life
Tell me when did you begin
Begin to think
You would be the one to understand
Who I really am
Who I really am****The Warning (2005)
Do you know how long I already walk to get to my peace of mind?
Can you tell me what destiny is planned for my life?
Rain is drying down on me
I am flying you will see
Out of the Woods Out of the Woods
No you can`t change my mind this time
You cannot change my mind right now
Out of the warning I`m out of the warning
Do you know what I feel when I see you on TV?
Is this the thing I need to handle to come free?
The fear I know it slowly says Goodbye
I`m ready to go into the light
Out of the warning I´m out of the warning
No you can`t change my mind this time
You cannot change my mind anymore
Out of the Woods I`m out of the Woods****
Watch out (2004)
Look around when you run
Is there someone behind or looking down from the sky
And if you feel down I hope you noticed already
some people use this with a smile
Watch out in this world
Watch out you have to fight
But I know you`ll make it right
I am confused about what you say
Unspoken rules tell me when they will change
But soon I will know yeah
Your boarders in vain
Watch out in this world
Watch out you have to fight
But I know you`ll make it right
You can go where you wanna go
It`s our lifes you take with you
You can be who you wanna be
if you never forget your home
And when you fall down on your knees
Come here we`ll tell you what to do
And if we rely on you
There`ll be nothing that you wouldn`t do
Watch out in this world
Watch out Sometimes you have to fight
But I know you`ll make it right***
Worn Out (2005)
I`m strange in this city
But you seem familiar
You don`t need to have pity cause I
Feel kinda lost in this world sometimes
Yesterday doesn`t mean much
Why in this world won`t it be right
And it won`t stop
I walk by these open doors
Invite me to go in
I know my world could be so
bright but I
Feel kinda lost in this world sometimes
Tomorrow doesn`t mean much
Why in this world won`t it be right
No it won`t stop yeah
My dreams are falling like the leafs of a tree
In one minute of doubt
They say what doesn`t kill would harden me but
Gradual I`m worn Out
Cause I feel kinda lost....
I`m strange in this city
But you seem familiar
You don`t need to have pity cause I
TEXTE "In THE MOODS" (2004)
Take my Hand
Rage against you
How it feels
Don`t let me run
Carefree
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No other can give me love oh like you do
And I wonder why you`re so far away from me
The beauty of this love will never be the same with someone else
How much I´ve hurt the one I loved and wanted the one who didn`t care
Oh let me come home I think I was wrong
Take my Hand you never knew what it meant to me when you went away
Take my Hand I know what I`ve done but please give me a chance to say
You are the light in the darkness when I can`t find myself
And all that I try is to make you wanna stay
You know my truth unsaid and only you can make me feel this way
And I wonder why I wanted to be so far away from you
And now oh how I´m blamed in front of your broken heart
I`ve changed the times but let me justify my mind
Oh won`t you listen Oh I´m missing you
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Rage against you (2003)
I`m kinda hurt
I can`t forget
Nowhere to turn
I´m feeling sad
I´d like to kick your ass
You left me lost in this whole mess
What can I say to result you more?
What can I do to make you notice ..
Listen to what I have to say!
Feel me every night and day!
I won`t forget what you did to me
What you lost there
Can`t you see?
I feel this rage building up
RAGE AGAINST YOU
I cannot stop
Oh how I wish that you experience
What it`s like when there`s no way out
And that you`ll think about my smile
With repentance
When I think about you all
I feel is rage inside of me
I hope one day I hear you call
But then you`ll notice how it feels
Listen to what I`ve got to say...
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How it feels (2003)
My faults are much worse than yours
I should feel more humble then anyone else
I should desperage so much more at myself
Because of all the words you don`t speak into my face
Come free yeah We all need yeah
Some places where we can be without fear
Confused we use and abuse and we are the ones holding the mirror
We´re free yeah of what we are
Supporting the inner peace of everyone
Of everyone
You explain the reason why I had to fail
You know this so much better than you know yourselves
But you don`t notice when you need to come up with something
If it`s not about you it`s so easy not to stop
What a luck
So come free yeah We all need yeah some places where we can be without fear
Confused we use and abuse and we are the ones holding the mirror
We`re free yeah of what we are supporting the inner war of everyone of everyone
Is this everything? The gult is written on your skin
Yeah you know where you can support that it`ll be difficult for me to get up anymore- feel how it feels
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Don`t let me run (2000)
Every night I think of you
Every day you stay alone
Everytime I ask myself
You are holy for me
I would stand up for us
But what do I protect actually yeah
Don`t let me run
After your love
Don`t let me run
After your
Don`t let me run
Emotions are above
Every night I dream of you
Every day you kill my dreams
Everytime I see you through
A veil let me in
Your world I´m a part of
But well really well really yeah
You shouldn`t think I am weak
I am weak
Carefree (2003)
Hey you little girl sweet neighbourhood child
You fit pretty in this world as long as you smile
Hey you you are my friend
We all like you very much
Hope you understand
Only if you take after us yeah
As long as you smile
You got any wishes for free
As long as you are a child
We love to see you carefree yeah
Hey you laugh again that looks so sweet
In my direction please
Cause I`d like you even more If you`d like me the way that I do
Adorable you look Now we believe that you don`t congulate but later we prefer you not to be too beautiful
Stay as you are
That`s how we like you
So we don`t mind
Retain your happy way
So we are there for you
So we feel good with ourselves but we don`t mind if you`re feeling fine tonight
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Send your angels down to save me
From that painfully holding on
From addiction and insecurity
Show me where I truely belong
There`ll be no more compromises
In truely being who i am
I won`t laugh into your faces
In your games I`m not involved
I go through that open door
You hear me whisper
You hear me scream
I reach for you but you`re going away
I`m breaking free before you break me down
I´m breaking free before you break me down
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How did we come together?
How did this fit?
How did we find each other?
This must be a mistake
cause there`s nothing real behind
when I touch this
We just spend some time in loving
but we don`t know what we gave each other
It`s a bad joke
I must be in a wrong movie
What has life planned for me?
I look at your true eyes
and I wonder how it came this way
I wish I had the brilliant idea
to get out much earlier
I can`t use more glasses
on my way
I can`t walk on with this
I don`t want to have a heart broken list
but I do
I can`t change a thing
It has happened
and I felt something
when i made
love to you
How did we find each other?
I don`t know sometimes
Were just so far away from ourselves
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There`s an attraction I feel for you
And a connection that feels so true
You hold me warm when I feel cold
You see my heart you touch my soul
Can`t believe how you free my mind by the way
You know all words I just wanted to say
How you smooth the way I´ll go on
Oh you`re holding me so warm
Oh you make all darkness light
You know my truth unsaid
Nothing to justifie
My love you`re such a gift of the world
A present of god`s heart
You`re not aware of what you mean to me
You don`t know the beauty you are